I forgot (!!) to take a stacker Friday because I woke up late and man, was that day hard to get through. Three days I ate between 1300 and 1500 calories, so that have to stop. Christmas is coming and I need to get into that dress.
Weight: 89.6 kg (-0.5 kg)/197.5 lbs (-1.1 lbs)
BMI: 39.8
Weight loss since Sept 16: 3.9 kg/8.6 lbs
I pigged out on McD's for my cheat meal. A lot was purchased. I didn't eat all of the fries, thank God (it's my nemesis) but had a couple of bites of a McFeast Chicken (no tomato, extra onion), a whole apple pie, and a McFlurry Daim. This following week will have to be extra stringent. I've filled my fridge with non-fat Greek yoghurt (2 kilos!), apples, and pressed lemon juice for my ice water. I'm still eating low fat, zero sugar quark (kvarg) for breakfast, because just the thought of having a proper brekkie just makes me gag. I don't like eating in the morning, I prefer brunch, at 12:30pm (while watching Emmerdale :D). I'm most hungry when I've gone to bed, after taking my night pills (one of them is Olanzapine, a.k.a. the devil's crack cocaine, but I have to take it and it makes me RAVENOUS). Some crisp bread, an ice lolly, some chocolate, and a sliced Granny Smith apple usually keep the binges away, but not always.
I take twelve + one different medications per day (the "one" I only take when needed, it's a mild sedative). My whole day is just pills. Morning pills to get me up and to get me through the day without killing myself or others, pills to not die, pills to not eat, pills not to go crazy, pills to sleep.